When the wave function collapses between your perspective & myne:

Footage taken from my longform vlog content. [The music plays for 27 seconds before resuming when appropriate.] These aren't ""impressions"" but demonstrate what it's like to have multiple "unsplit" personas with the same memory.

This isn't "acting" (I can't yet control this) and it isn't an "illness". Neither is it mimicry, since much of this is unique to me* that I haven't seen out in the world... which is why it is... a desire to become "what-already-isn't" to fill a vacuum of what should have been.

*[idk, run some tests & compare.]

However, it is an over-adaption, like a psychological overcompensation to escape being misunderstood. So I suppose in that way, it is considered "dissociative", but as explained, these aren't completely separated into entirely independent identities or memories.

Like the same cat that sees itself differently in each reflection... but as a superposition of how one is perceived in one moment to the next... One of the paradoxes that can stem from this is that it also syncs to how others see me, than how weak or strong my mind may be on the inside.

For better or worse, i begin to sync with how I perceive myself or how i am perceived. (Those uncapitalized "i" are on purpose.)

It's really great when its with someone good, but misery when it is from someone who isn't.

Seeing all the good I can be, helps me escape the made-up caricatures some have in their heads of how they perceive myself or others.

This phenomenon must be in some way related to broken mirror syndrome, but not quite..

Though perhaps a more positive version, for the most part.

In other words, if it can happen this strongly... we should focus on the mutually better things and ignore or disregard what isn't.

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