Words Are Weapons

Will it be possible for me to not be lied about by insecure men and women who targeted me for whatever personal issues they have that get projected on me, so they can feel powerful and in control OVER ANYTHING regardless whether it is ethical or whether it is deserved matters not to those people. Would be BAAAAASSED if they could all gtfo of my life and only those who have somewhat of an emotional IQ above the level some are at presently. Why should I be kind to those who not only laugh at suffering but try to bring it on? No. No I don't have to be kind at all to anyone but I choose to because it is how I truly feel and is important to me to try not to bring MORE suffering to this world. Soon will be in a new place and hoping the anxiety goes down then but also concerned that I will be punished for doing what is best for me. Am terrified. Another thing to add, I am open because I have always been open with people. I am not embarrassed about my life and what has transpired. If you are then I understand not wanting to discuss it, but the insults given to me are in vain since I know myself. Am aware. Someone is impersonating me btw, and THE ONLY place I will talk to people is HERE so you all know. Not playing that game, they can play by themselves. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dkxklW_tMJs