1.8 Deconversion: Losing God

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I explain the torturous emotional roller-coaster and eventual desolate hopelessness and terror that resulted from losing my theistic God.

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Music (in order of appearance): "Swamp" by Télépopmusik "Bloodstone" by Amon Tobin "Welcome to the Real World" by Don Davis

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